~since my friend like this 'tragic love' genre, i`m gonna tell her one :)
if you have heard it before, just pretend you haven`t
A guy had cancer and had only 30 days left
He liked a girl working in a CD shop but never told her about his love
Everyday, he used to buy a CD just to spend sometime with her
After a month, he died
When the girl went in search for him, his mum told he died out of cancer and took her to his room, where she saw all the CDs unopened and the girl started crying
YOU KNOW WHY???
She had love letters for him inside the CDs
~both loved but never expressed~
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Saturday, December 4, 2010
a not so perfect fairy tale
In a long deserted place where not anyone knows the exact location, there is a small kingdom. There lived a couple, the Liverethy, who owned the land but they do not make themselves as the king to the land. They were so kind. They let any lost by-passers to stay awhile on their land without charging them with anything. "It's a human deed!" as the husband would say. The people of the land was also very happy that they even give the couple taxes amounting what they could afford to the couple in order to set the land up.
One day, a couple, the Weightons, passed their land. They were the lost and were separated by their clans in the journey to trade goods. The couple had walked a good 3 days without a single drop of water since the place was rather dry.
"Oh good sire! Spare us some water!" the husband shouted from the outside of a big enormous house, proudly stood tall. There was a complete silence and everyone who were passing by was quite shocked by what happened. There were also hushes about the complete stranger on their land. In the midst of hushing people, there, a young maiden ran with a bucket of water in her hands. Although she ran with great trouble, she looked so keen to help the poor Weightons.
"Here, please drink this with your family," the maiden said and leave at once after she laid the bucket on the had dry ground. As the Weightons soaked their mouth with big gulps of water, the people applauded and cheers. They said, "All hail the wise Liverethy! God bless them all!!!"
The Weightons were awed by this magnificent view. "Good Lord! Why on Earth the people hails the King when the King didn't even open their window to help a poor stranger! Such a good civilians they have here!" the husband exclaimed.
"Good Sire, they are not our King and we're not subjected to him. This is his land, and we were all merely lived here. He didn't even put us on heavy taxes on us. It's our duty to uphold the good name of the Liverethy since they never even asked us to give anything in return for all his kindness," an old man dressed in haggard clothes told the husband.
"May I see this wonderful being created by God?" the husband asked. He was so curious o know and meet the person who would give it all for the sake of the others.
"I'm sorry, my goo Sire, but I'm afraid that we can't. The Liverethy built this house just as to show that he is in charge of this land. But, his family did not live in there. The live among us and use a different name. The people inside this huge house were his ministers that helped him to run this land smoothly," the man replied.
TO BE CONTINUED
One day, a couple, the Weightons, passed their land. They were the lost and were separated by their clans in the journey to trade goods. The couple had walked a good 3 days without a single drop of water since the place was rather dry.
"Oh good sire! Spare us some water!" the husband shouted from the outside of a big enormous house, proudly stood tall. There was a complete silence and everyone who were passing by was quite shocked by what happened. There were also hushes about the complete stranger on their land. In the midst of hushing people, there, a young maiden ran with a bucket of water in her hands. Although she ran with great trouble, she looked so keen to help the poor Weightons.
"Here, please drink this with your family," the maiden said and leave at once after she laid the bucket on the had dry ground. As the Weightons soaked their mouth with big gulps of water, the people applauded and cheers. They said, "All hail the wise Liverethy! God bless them all!!!"
The Weightons were awed by this magnificent view. "Good Lord! Why on Earth the people hails the King when the King didn't even open their window to help a poor stranger! Such a good civilians they have here!" the husband exclaimed.
"Good Sire, they are not our King and we're not subjected to him. This is his land, and we were all merely lived here. He didn't even put us on heavy taxes on us. It's our duty to uphold the good name of the Liverethy since they never even asked us to give anything in return for all his kindness," an old man dressed in haggard clothes told the husband.
"May I see this wonderful being created by God?" the husband asked. He was so curious o know and meet the person who would give it all for the sake of the others.
"I'm sorry, my goo Sire, but I'm afraid that we can't. The Liverethy built this house just as to show that he is in charge of this land. But, his family did not live in there. The live among us and use a different name. The people inside this huge house were his ministers that helped him to run this land smoothly," the man replied.
TO BE CONTINUED
Sunday, November 28, 2010
DREAMS COME TRUE(translation)-4minute
Dreams Come True
Trust your self
Fly toward that dream you been creating
open your heart
shout with all your might toward the sky
I cant follow the worlds rhythm with my feet
shout with all your might toward the sky
I cant follow the worlds rhythm with my feet
I'm always the only one who falls behind
where did the dreams i forgot go?
What I'm doing now ?
What I'm doing now ?
The kid that used to pray and have a lot of dreams
Is lost in time and looking for the missing wing
The rainbow that comes after the rough rain and wind
It's the gift for me to fight the hard times
Is lost in time and looking for the missing wing
The rainbow that comes after the rough rain and wind
It's the gift for me to fight the hard times
The sunset glow that looks like a stitching across the sky
It was you who could carry everything along in one dream
It was you who could carry everything along in one dream
Even the dark night sky is this beautiful
It is because of the silver moonlight stitching up the sky
Stand up, There's no giving up for me
I will run , we run & run
For that little kid who was praying toward the moonlight
I hope all of his wishes will come true
Stand up, There's no giving up for me
I will run , we run & run
For that little kid who was praying toward the moonlight
I hope all of his wishes will come true
Take out the memories lost in time
The dream that I been waiting for, greets me with a smile
no I didn't let it go yet, dont let go
step by step I'm going closer to it
Now show the wings that you been hiding
Fly higher than anyone can
The white wings you hid in you heart
The dream that I been waiting for, greets me with a smile
no I didn't let it go yet, dont let go
step by step I'm going closer to it
Now show the wings that you been hiding
Fly higher than anyone can
The white wings you hid in you heart
Spread it toward that burning sun
Feel it ,the cool winds flying across your hair
I wont let go the younger image of myself I was running towards
Fly toward that moonlight that shines you with the white light
The time that kept you away will disappear in your wings
Stand up, There's no giving up for me
I wont let go the younger image of myself I was running towards
Fly toward that moonlight that shines you with the white light
The time that kept you away will disappear in your wings
Stand up, There's no giving up for me
I will run, we run & run
The rainbow that comes after the rough rain and wind
The rainbow that comes after the rough rain and wind
It's the gift for me for fighting the hard times
The sunset glow that looks like a stitching across the sky
It was you who could carry everything along in one dream
It was you who could carry everything along in one dream
Even the dark night sky is this beautiful
Its because of the silver moonlight stitching up on the sky
Its because of the silver moonlight stitching up on the sky
enjoy this song so much, kinda inspired me
by KIKI
Friday, November 12, 2010
hurt
Hindered...
That's exactly what i felt lately..
I don't know..
Was it my fault that I'm not born as beautiful as the others?
Was it my fault that I'm not born with brain as good as Einstein's?
Hello~~!!!
I'm a TEEN!!
I make mistakes...
But i want to be corrected so all my views of life can be stand corrected..
But I don't expect people to judge me for who I am,
without knowing the real me inside..
Frankly, I'm hurt..
That's exactly what i felt lately..
I don't know..
Was it my fault that I'm not born as beautiful as the others?
Was it my fault that I'm not born with brain as good as Einstein's?
Hello~~!!!
I'm a TEEN!!
I make mistakes...
But i want to be corrected so all my views of life can be stand corrected..
But I don't expect people to judge me for who I am,
without knowing the real me inside..
Frankly, I'm hurt..
Monday, October 11, 2010
uitm is not that bad, okay!
it`s been a while since my last post..
so i have a lot to write
i`ve compiled it altogether...
i went out and met my old teacher
( i`m a kind of person who would say hi or at least smile to any people i know
but unfortunately, people can barely notice and recognize me~poor girl)
back to the story..
they remember me :)
of course, the first thing they would ask,
where am i right now??
i told them..i`m in uitm puncak alam..
and they SEEM to understand everything..
so they don`t ask any further
yes!! it is uitm puncak alam..so??
i`m not angry with them, but..
( i myself didn`t know how to express this)
i don`t want people to underestimate me..neither to overestimate me(making high expectation of me)
it`s just that i want some value..
most people i met viewed uitm as a low class institution..
to people out there..
uitm develops so much
many doctors, engineers, musicians, actresses, chefs etc born with uitm...
so don`t just merely judge uitm
but still..
i can`t change people`s mind..BUT
i can change how people look through me..
i will prove them that i can succeed in uitm
i came across with these quote
"merendah untuk meninggi"
for me, it means better to be humble but actually we`re more than they thought..
uh huh!! i won`t give in!!
recently, i watched Doremifasolasido
and it`s quite a good movie..
Jang Geun Suk was pretty cute back then
(my friend said he looked like typical chinese..haha)
whatever, he still hot!!
no wonder why lala likes him so much
she keep saying his name day and night..
next, my muet test is drawing closer and it keep haunting me..
aigooo..
i`m so afraid of it, especially the speaking one
what i should say right them??? :(
i think i should double my effort, kiki, hwaiting!!
never let muet or any other things defeat me!
last day also..i passed by my old very good friend
she`s now working..some sort of family problem..
we studied together and now it ends like this
hopefully,she`ll find a better way..maybe not today..
(she has brothers and sisters to support)
i really feel pity for her
may Allah bless her..amiiin..
so i have a lot to write
i`ve compiled it altogether...
i went out and met my old teacher
( i`m a kind of person who would say hi or at least smile to any people i know
but unfortunately, people can barely notice and recognize me~poor girl)
back to the story..
they remember me :)
of course, the first thing they would ask,
where am i right now??
i told them..i`m in uitm puncak alam..
and they SEEM to understand everything..
so they don`t ask any further
yes!! it is uitm puncak alam..so??
i`m not angry with them, but..
( i myself didn`t know how to express this)
i don`t want people to underestimate me..neither to overestimate me(making high expectation of me)
it`s just that i want some value..
most people i met viewed uitm as a low class institution..
to people out there..
uitm develops so much
many doctors, engineers, musicians, actresses, chefs etc born with uitm...
so don`t just merely judge uitm
but still..
i can`t change people`s mind..BUT
i can change how people look through me..
i will prove them that i can succeed in uitm
i came across with these quote
"merendah untuk meninggi"
for me, it means better to be humble but actually we`re more than they thought..
uh huh!! i won`t give in!!
recently, i watched Doremifasolasido
and it`s quite a good movie..
Jang Geun Suk was pretty cute back then
(my friend said he looked like typical chinese..haha)
whatever, he still hot!!
no wonder why lala likes him so much
she keep saying his name day and night..
next, my muet test is drawing closer and it keep haunting me..
aigooo..
i`m so afraid of it, especially the speaking one
what i should say right them??? :(
i think i should double my effort, kiki, hwaiting!!
never let muet or any other things defeat me!
last day also..i passed by my old very good friend
she`s now working..some sort of family problem..
we studied together and now it ends like this
hopefully,she`ll find a better way..maybe not today..
(she has brothers and sisters to support)
i really feel pity for her
may Allah bless her..amiiin..
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
last Raya
cherish every precious moment!! yaaah!!
last raya, a bit mayhem..but things went on smoothly and most of all,
I LOVE IT :)
i`ve been a chef~actually not totally a chef, just an assistant for my mother,
wonderful moment baking cookies...cooking the rendang...ahhh...marvellous!
then, i got the chance to watch you`re beautiful with brother and sisters
( bit ashamed of not knowing it before)
and it is an awesome story..love to watch it over and over again
and will never get bored~likes lala said,
thumbs up!
now then, i`m here..puncak segala alam
miss to be together just like last raya...
last raya, a bit mayhem..but things went on smoothly and most of all,
I LOVE IT :)
i`ve been a chef~actually not totally a chef, just an assistant for my mother,
wonderful moment baking cookies...cooking the rendang...ahhh...marvellous!
then, i got the chance to watch you`re beautiful with brother and sisters
( bit ashamed of not knowing it before)
and it is an awesome story..love to watch it over and over again
and will never get bored~likes lala said,
thumbs up!
now then, i`m here..puncak segala alam
miss to be together just like last raya...
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
LaDy GaGa
The most pelik person in the whole wide world!!!
I heard many rumors about her, the symbols lies underneath her vids,
her obsession for fame..
her obsession for power..
etc,etc,etc....
I wonder, how can a person can be hated in such a way?
If u ask me, i don't like to be hated...
i don't like to be called as a freak..
well, almost...
how do cope with things like these..?
well, I'll just have to ask from the master,
what say u, gaga?
I heard many rumors about her, the symbols lies underneath her vids,
her obsession for fame..
her obsession for power..
etc,etc,etc....
I wonder, how can a person can be hated in such a way?
If u ask me, i don't like to be hated...
i don't like to be called as a freak..
well, almost...
how do cope with things like these..?
well, I'll just have to ask from the master,
what say u, gaga?
Friday, August 27, 2010
an advice for myself
kiki`s post:
let`s appreciate what we have..
coz things come once in a lifetime..
no matter how hard your life..
try to accept it..and seek for the solution..
everything have it`s own silver lining..
maybe today is not my day..but who knows tomorrow could be mine
if thing is good enough
all i got to do is...
cherish the moment
and live life to the fullest!!
but still...
never ever forget the Almighty~
let`s appreciate what we have..
coz things come once in a lifetime..
no matter how hard your life..
try to accept it..and seek for the solution..
everything have it`s own silver lining..
maybe today is not my day..but who knows tomorrow could be mine
if thing is good enough
all i got to do is...
cherish the moment
and live life to the fullest!!
but still...
never ever forget the Almighty~
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
HOTT!!!!
I have a list of boys that I think, are HOT!!!
my list is sooo long, so, I'll just jot down the top 3 guys in my list...
1-Jang Geun-suk
2-Lee Min-ho
3-Taylor Lautner
If you are not satisfied with my list, list down the guy of your choice...
Doesn't matter if he is local or international...
OKAY
my list is sooo long, so, I'll just jot down the top 3 guys in my list...
1-Jang Geun-suk
2-Lee Min-ho
3-Taylor Lautner
If you are not satisfied with my list, list down the guy of your choice...
Doesn't matter if he is local or international...
OKAY
Swing Swing Swing
In the night,
I heard 'em talk,
The coldest story ever told...
Somewhere far along this road I lost my soul,
To someone so heartless...
How could you be so heartless?
I've been dooped!!
Hate it...
First, they make me feel like he wants me,
Then, he treats me like I'm the one who was chasing after him!!
STUPIDD!!!!!
HATE IT!!!!
Thursday, August 19, 2010
sorry!!!
recently, i've been asked for forgiveness from this A guy that keeps on breaking on his promises on me!!
and i was like, 'ok, iw ont entertain this guy any longer'..
i am so screwed!!
why?
karma....thats why...
i just broke a flask (and a very beautiful one too) belongs to my housemate...
and i'll be the one who kept on saying sorry to her...
SORRY LILY BABY!!!
Sunday, August 15, 2010
hurting inside
why is it hard to say NO
for something that we DON`T want to
arrgghhh!!!
it just i don`t want to hurt anybody`s feeling..
BUT in the end
i alone have to suffer
kiki...why making life so difficult??
next time..
i must have the courage to say NO
for my own sake..
if not,
i am a LOOSER..
for something that we DON`T want to
arrgghhh!!!
it just i don`t want to hurt anybody`s feeling..
BUT in the end
i alone have to suffer
kiki...why making life so difficult??
next time..
i must have the courage to say NO
for my own sake..
if not,
i am a LOOSER..
Friday, August 13, 2010
"study"ies.....
WHAT!!!!!FAIL???!!!!!
Actually, that was exactly what I was thinking about when I got my exam papers back...
But then, it all starting to make sense...
I didn't STUDY AT ALL!!!!
When all my housemates were thinking about tutorials, I was thinking about how to get outta here...
I started to feel like a useless free-loader to my parents...
But what can I say..
Now, I made my oath!!
I'm gonna stand up proud and tall to be here...
I'm gonna prove that I, too, deserve to be here...
Well, actually, I already starting to do my hw's and my rev's...
wish me luck...
Actually, that was exactly what I was thinking about when I got my exam papers back...
But then, it all starting to make sense...
I didn't STUDY AT ALL!!!!
When all my housemates were thinking about tutorials, I was thinking about how to get outta here...
I started to feel like a useless free-loader to my parents...
But what can I say..
Now, I made my oath!!
I'm gonna stand up proud and tall to be here...
I'm gonna prove that I, too, deserve to be here...
Well, actually, I already starting to do my hw's and my rev's...
wish me luck...
Sunday, August 8, 2010
You're Beautiful
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4 THUMBS UP BABY!!
Hwang Tae-kyung!!
good job on being a good boy and express your feelings...
LOVE YOU.....
I dont know..
maybe its my teenage-hormone-induced-feelings that makes me feel like I'm falling for him..
That leads to this questions..
Why do girls always fall for the wrong guy..
I just don't get it..
If it for the face, then I think that Kang Shin-woo is also a nice guy with a nice face..
But then, I think that many girl would prefer Hwang Tae-kyung rather than Jeremy or even Shin-woo..
But then, watever...
Girls, we keep making silly mistakes because we don't know what will make us happy..
More often than not, we tend to choose our partners because of our feeling towards him..
But I do think that when it comes to finding partners, I prefer to let it be rational because i don't to regret it later..
by~LaLa
what the heck???
I went to Klang Central today...Hunting for my ticket..Coming home this Friday...At last..
really need to unwind...And oh yeah, I found a guy today..In the bus, so cliche...He's so hott!!
That's it....
STOP!!!
really need to unwind...And oh yeah, I found a guy today..In the bus, so cliche...He's so hott!!
That's it....
STOP!!!
mess
kiki~
today a bit busy..but still not so bad..
i met a girl whose spoiling my day..she`s just the same age as me..
she was pushing (actually pshychologying) me and
nearly got me to join what she was investing..
i got headache in deciding whether joining it or not
(she`s really good in manipulating people, think so)
thank god,my roommate adviced me for not being involve with such thing..
sure enough my mom would not let me in either.
i like bisness, but maybe not that way..
today a bit busy..but still not so bad..
i met a girl whose spoiling my day..she`s just the same age as me..
she was pushing (actually pshychologying) me and
nearly got me to join what she was investing..
i got headache in deciding whether joining it or not
(she`s really good in manipulating people, think so)
thank god,my roommate adviced me for not being involve with such thing..
sure enough my mom would not let me in either.
i like bisness, but maybe not that way..
Friday, August 6, 2010
my guy
it`s kiki turn..
today is my hectic day and not a very good one too..
i got up late, turn up in my class late..and not having my breakfast at all...
but somehow..
its turned to be magical :p
i met again a guy that i found in a bus last mid term break...
he totally made my day
he don`t to do anything much,
all he need to do is just to show up his face and
i`m all set to face the day..
today is my hectic day and not a very good one too..
i got up late, turn up in my class late..and not having my breakfast at all...
but somehow..
its turned to be magical :p
i met again a guy that i found in a bus last mid term break...
he totally made my day
he don`t to do anything much,
all he need to do is just to show up his face and
i`m all set to face the day..
hey,its LaLa
What a day...so tired chasing things here and there and you know what?
I gotta feeling that this chasing won't ever stop!!
I'm so tired of chasing things around but never be able to get things straighten up..
I feel that in my whole life, what I keep doing is chasing things around..
Silly things like my friends, my things and big stuff like my hopes and dreams that seems
to drift away every seconds...
Blah!!
Truthfully, I'm getting so tired of chasing and I really need to get some rest...
I gotta feeling that this chasing won't ever stop!!
I'm so tired of chasing things around but never be able to get things straighten up..
I feel that in my whole life, what I keep doing is chasing things around..
Silly things like my friends, my things and big stuff like my hopes and dreams that seems
to drift away every seconds...
Blah!!
Truthfully, I'm getting so tired of chasing and I really need to get some rest...
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